It all started as expected. Grade 8: My second and final year in middle school. I developed a nasty crush on a popular boy in my class. He was funny, a talented rapper, and he seemed quite confident to a young & naive girl. That girl was me. To be honest, I can't quite remember the details of our initial flirtations, but I do remember the excitment related to the beginning of our relationship. It's incredible how the actions and events aren't properly encoded in my memory, but the feelings and emotions I felt are as clear as yesterday's news. We were children, really; only 12 & 13 years old. I remember thinking and feeling that I was already an adult, wanting an adult relationship.
We had fun together, of course. We would see movies, go for walks in the park by our school, and hang out with our mutual group of friends. I'm fairly sure it was a typical middle school relationship by any standards. I'm also fairly certain that it marked the beginning of my love-seeking ways.
In the summer after we graduated from grade 8, I travelled with my family for 1 month. My "boyfriend", Darryl, wrote letters to me. I remember feeling so far away from him and my life as a middle school girl. The distance was too much to bare, and our relationship ended when I failed to respond to one of his letters. Years later, when I was graduating from high school, I found out that Darryl was heart-broken when I broke off our relationship. I never believed he would have thought twice about me.
I cannot say that I learned very much from this childhood relationship, and even if I did, I couldn't tell you what it is. I did, however, become enthralled with the idea of love. Even at the age of 12, I knew that love was my ultimate goal. I read books about love stories. I favored movies that were romantic and passionate. And, above all else, I continually kept my eyes open for opportunities to find "true love". Darryl might not have been my first crush, but he started me on my journey towards finding what I trully desire. I must warn you, there have been some bumps along the way. I like to call these: "learning experiences".
Stay tuned for more "learning experiences" in my quest for love.
Much love,
~Nicole
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Hi Nicole! I love your blog. You are awesome. I remember Darryl. Can't wait to read more.
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